Aiyaa I'm sorry to announce to Non and frens that I cannot attend the tea party because... 1) Adam's teething (his temperature went yo-yo yesterday... and he looked soooooooooo unwell and cried every now and then despite the painkillers) 2) Hubby and I was struck with a bloody bad news yesterday. Em still trying to swallow it. We are trying to settle it ASAP. 3) I just don't feel rite leaving (1) and (2) and have fun in KL. I truly am sorry frens. I'll explain it personally nanti ya! Please pray for me that this 'difficult times' of ours will be over soon.

In my previous entry, I instill some bad motivation plak to my frens. Made me feel bad. Tak baik. So cam ni laa... to my frens who are having the 'down' syndrome... wake up and breath the fresh air. It's not the end of the world. Toksah be on hiatus. Continue writing and do what u do best..errr writing about babies and share with frens and your love oness. And when I wrote about backstabbing, ramai plakk yg tanya...sapa tu Jue? iskk.. kalau i NAK tulis, dah lama di tulis siapa gerangannya. Cuma satu sajalaaa... jgn laa semua org terasa. It's my past. ... Anyway, I'm soooooooo knackered. baru balik kenduri. One after another. Haii musim orang kawen. The thing with my family ( probably you guys' as well), when it comes to kenduri kawen, it's WAJIB for all of us to attend. Sebab my family believes in the taboo, 'kalau tak gi kenuri ni, nanti esok2 kita nyer kenuri org tak mo mai'. errrrr Tomorrow I've got few more houses to visit.. God. Stop this madness!.. Arite...it's nearly 2.00 am. Todlooo (ngantuk)..

Hai... dunno wot has happened to most of my frens. All seems to be on hiatus and gloom to the max. I have been on hiatus for a little more than a month..but due to a different reason laaa. My mom's landline is busy 24/7. So if I start my dial up internet connection, nanti adalaaa yg masamm muka cam pekasam. Nak pi cyber..errr malas aaa.

Baik dok rumah dukung and gomol Adam. I just lurveee dukung him..although dah sakit2 pinggang..tapi dukung my own baby makes me feel closer to him..yalaa bila hati bertemu hati... Tapi lately he's quite lasak..so when I carry him, it's more like his butt onto my chest..adoilaa anak Mummy nih... Neways, no matter how mobile he is nowadays, my love for him will only grow. There's always something new about him everyday that I shall cherish while I'm still alive.

yesterday Adam went on his first boat ride. Alhamdulillah no sign of sea sick, motion sickness, etc. Maybe because the coast was clear, wave pon okay... Alaa bukan boat besau ponn...bot nelayan... bawak dia keliling kampung or rather the pulau nelayan. 'kecik2 ni biark pi dia kenai erti busuk hanyir (hanyiarq) ikan....'. hehehhe jgn besar2 mengada sudahla. ..

After a whole month of raya and problems with streamyx, I can truly declare that em backkkkkkkk!!!
perghhhh still tak puas bergomol ngan adam....yes my adammmmm

Nak story sket ... first few days he was quite reluctant to be held by any one of us. "us" as in hubby and I laaa. After that, ok laa... pelan pelan. Can't force him, can I? Anyhow, now he's quite attached to both of us. I think it's quite rare to hear that parents want their child to be too attached to them. But it's different for hubby and I. Seing him being too attached to his grandparents really made us so jealous, hence when he showed a slight sign of attach-ment ( ya kaa ) we were more than thrilled. Hahhaa... jgn jadi spoilt brat dah la...

So nowadays, first thing in the morning is the 10-20 mins of gomol session, then me preparing breakfast to adam (daddy dia beli nasi lemak saja), then bathe him, then gomol some more (dah kemek anak mummy).

Ok laa... shall write some more tonite..... Nak makansss

Mommy's Little Boy

continue......

Shah is off to his first day of work.... gonna miss him since this is the first time in a month that we'll be apart for more than 10 hours. It's okay I guess coz Adam's here. Now taking care of him is more like being a bodyguard to him. I have to attend to him 24/7 as he's quite mobile now. He jumps, hides underneath the dinner table, rides his bike and sometimes the bike's on top of him...get on and off the bed without a care in the world that he might fall. The thing is something utterly unspeakble happened to him (my fault) that I dare not write because I'm still traumatized by that incident. One thing for sure, I wouldn't make a trip to that place again! this is nothing to do with black magic, hantu and all those hocus pocus, just me being careless. Tu laa org tua2 cakap kan, malaikat ada di mana2 and always protect our precious babies. Ya Allah mintak simpang... Now I'm overly protective. After that incident, I have never left him outta sight. Kalau boleh nak kucil ponn nak bawakss sekali masuk jambans.

By the way, raya celeberation was great. Too great that i put a bit on weight...and now starting to shed some laa off my belly. DAMN u ketupatss and rendangss! Oh ya and DAMN you nasi kandar PELITA. heheheh....

I bet you readers have had previews of my visit to KL (via nong's blog). First time meeting Lara, Merry, MummyChomel (Lyss dah banyak kali tapi Lyss pre alim laaa..post alim first time...alhamdulillah...aminnn). Nice meeting you guys. And as always meeting with future besans... Nong and ALi...

chiao for now...